Oceans

Oceans

I just love this song! I am not a song writer but if I was, this is the song I would write because it just sooo says what I'm feeling and living. When Kyle first suggested I start blogging I asked God for an answer, Yes or No. I got a few of them lol, and I kept asking for confirmation. One answer I got was if I am doing something for him then I'm not going against him and my fear is the worst reason to hold off on something. My relationship with God came to another level; sometimes I receive so much from him, I feel I can't contain it. I'm not a speaker or writer but if this can be a way for me to pour out what he shares with me so I can be filled again, I'll do the thing I fear most and step out on the water.

Not our home!

There is a desire that I believe is inside each of us to have a "perfect life." We want the perfect house, marriage, children, body, day and the list goes on! I have had this "perfection" desire deep down inside; sometimes without realizing my expectations. I feel like it should just all come together one day but just recently, I finally got it! My husband asked me "If God says to move, would you could you? I said "I could I would move if God told me so!" (we've been reading 'Green Eggs & Ham' to the kiddos. lol) I just spoke the right answer without really thinking about the question.